July 2009
19 posts
i feel so sorry if i break your mask. i've just...
because she needs to know.
laughing out of load.
ahhh he looks like a clown! please stop it, i get stomach-aching now! :))
HELP ME. ;(
huk huk huk. i feel so bad tonight. help me. help me.. :((
i wanna take out this heart then grind it til it...
euh.
last concern.
when we stop to concern about everything arround us, suddenly we feel that they also don’t concern about us anymore.
it doesn’t matter how long you’ve tried to not to concern about everything.
“We’ve gone our own ways and I know its for the best, but sometimes I...”
– Blink 182
cable on my brain is unplugged.
then i got some errors in everywhere i tried to go.
kissing a part of past life.
and when we try to go back we will never back anymore to the present time.
yaa. everything’s changing.
finding an interest.
well, i think everyone needs some passion in their life.
just like me, i belong to make something called interest.
sya la la.
“Oh no, what if i never knew your name? That thoughts is insane.”
– The Thoughts Gives Me That Creeps- Hellogoodbye
God gives the way to home.
me : what if i'l never find the reason to go home? will i stay here forever?
him : no, you dont need to do that. all you need to do is just waiting for His plan.
“where have you been for those long time? i’ve just think that i miss you.”
– someone who get her life back.
January 2009
10 posts
they're just comment on my way.
what they were know?
one song that i wont sing anymore, :)
prefering.
you just have two choice here: stay or leave. and i never force you to stay, you can leave. it's totally up to you.
bring some just ice.
you deserved better than me, actually.
you don’t see what i’ve did to you?
but if you are searching for justice, u wont find it.
there’s will never a justice when you let me follow my heart.
“3 words, 8 letters. Say it and I’m yours.”
– Blair Waldorf “Summer, Kind Of Wonderful”- Gossip Girl season 2’s episode.
“the highest level of loving someone is when we can let him/her go..”
– “BRJ, someone in the past of my life..”
i am.
i’m not cheaper .
but i’m not expensive.
cuz i’m absolutely not selling my self.
i’m not player .
even i never play something.
i always lose.
i’m not ‘angel-heart’ person .
i’m wicked.
i can make you sick, suffered, and bloody.
i’m not original.
no one know who the real i am.
even i don’t know. still searching for...
closer.
about closer.
the other side of my self.
place where i’ll put my shoes, make some stain in dresses.